Tuesday, July 31, 2007

色褪せぬ心

It's hard to explain what does exactly it feels. Like wanna run. Like wanna scream... like wanna flee with some things inside me. But after all it isn't what I want. Don't wanna run and don't wanna scream... exactly. Oh Jesus Christ... arg!

But, anyway, I think it is like... like scheiße. =)
However, it seems like there are so many things I have to do. But I can't. I really can't. So one way or another I'll have to wait till those things... get done.

By the time I knew, I was born
Reason or quest, not being told
What do I do, What should I take
Words "God Only Knows" won't work for me
Nothing starts Nothing ends in this city
Exists only sever lonesome and cruel reality
But still I search for light
I am the trigger, I choose my final way
Whether I bloom or fall, is up to me
I am the trigger
[me acordé de esa cancion =/]


And even when it looks tired... my heart doesn't change.
and even if I'm broken...
I still want to hold you high... and steal your pain. ♪