Wishes

Star light, star bright
First star I see tonight

I wish I may,

I wish I might

have the wish I wish tonight

We'll make a wish, and do as dreamers do

And all our wishes

all our wishes

will come true...

Nights now are more enlighted than ever. More then Stars, more than dreams, more than just a full moon following me miles away. More than every storm traveling the oceans. There are every night a firework enlighting and delighting my soul. But I cannot get out. I cannot get out of anywhere. I'm still elsewhere. I'm still thinking that I do not believe. Because I don't. Not anymore. Anyway, I'm still wishing. This is that every time I see that moon I think that is the same moon I've seen my whole life. That in some way I'm sharing it. I'm still sharing it. But I can't stand this. I can't keep thinking in things miles away. I can't stand the fact of knowing that everything I see is unexplainable. Is unreplyable. Nothing. There's no picture, no tape, no tale... no nothing able to tell what I see; what I feel. What I have felt. What I feel now. Now. In this precise second. Now that there's no more perfect things. Now, that I realise that there's nothing else. Nothing else whithin. nothing else between my smile and yours. Nothing else amongst my eyes and the fireworks in the sky. In the nightsky that rule night. The everlasting night. The warm night that I can't stand. No. Not anymore. I need. more than I need, I wish. More than I wish. I do not believe. That's it.